Hi Shane , I know I haven't written for a long while , doesn't mean I stopped missing you , you gave me a sign this week when Hannah sent me a picture of Luke , looking at the sunset deep in thought , and as I opened it it took a long time to load and as it faltered , there was your face watching him in a cloud it was amazing , I know you keep an eye on everyone . Today Shane I felt so warm and happy , having a cuddle with Harry and Isla , today I realised how much I have been missing everyone with the lockdown we have all been living through . Harry is a real character , and Isla is really beautiful , she is just like Charmaine when she was a baby , she is a real little dolly and as bright as a button . Maybe that's why I was so happy cuddling the two of them was just like cuddling you and Charmaine when you were both little , feeding Isla felt so natural , just like I had gone back in time for a while , I wish we could and start all over again . Love 💘you miss you Shane , always and forever xxx mum xx