Jade 25th October 2019

Uncle Shane, I miss you so much! I thought I’d leave you a little message on here but I’m sure you already know! You’re going to be a Great Uncle again for the 2nd time! Due the 4th of May! I wish nothing more than for a healthy baby and for you to be here with them, they will grow up knowing who you are and how much of a role model you are to us all. I hope they carry your kindness and your love for nature, the world was so mean taking you, they really did take the best person ever, I truly believe you weren’t anywhere near ready yet. I hope you are proud of us all, I know the boys will be the best uncles as they learn from the best... Luke is so good with Harry Shane already he’s lukes little double which means he’s your mini me too! He’s a cheeky monkey but I’m sure you’re watching over him and winding him up;) he absolutely loves you he points at your picture and kisses it. My heart hurts that all we have left is photos and memories I wish we could make more memories and add generations with you still here, I know you would be so in love with Harry and the baby on the way. If he is a boy he will be carrying your name with him. Tommy Shane...I know you always wanted to call your son Thomas so it is indeed a tribute to you. If she is a girl she will be Isla Natalie as all you used to call me was Natalie! I love you uncle Shane please send us well wishes throughout this pregnancy, we love you more than words could say. I always look to you when I need luck and you always pull through. Loosing you was the worst nightmare a close family like ours could live through, our hearts have never healed, it’s changed us as people and I can’t say for the best in some ways as I do think we will never be complete without you. You will live on through generations our shining star 💛💛💛