Happy New Year Shane , we have all been out to lunch today an early birthday lunch combined New Year for Charmaine, change of venue this year boy , it was lovely the last time I went there was with all of us and you for one of my birthdays . Anyway everyone came back home to me , where Charmaines birthday surprise presents were hidden , all she wanted for Christmas was her fish pond, so although the boys have dug it out , now she has everything to finish it off so by the spring it should be ready for her fish, it will be lovely for her Shane as like me she will find peace and comfort sitting beside it , lord knows we deserve a bit of comfort if nothing else after loosing you Shane , you were and still are such a big part of this family , but there is nothing any of us can do to fill the gapping hole in our lives where you belong and should be . One of Jades presents to Luke was a lovely sweatshirt top which he wore today and as he said it was an uncle Shane top cause we could see you in it , bless him . Will never stop talking about you or missing you Shane .love as always xx mum xx