Another year has passed and I miss you so much it's unreal,we talk about you everyday in some way or another, today was full of the laughs we used to wind the kids up with different games we would play on them ,today it was the day we wrapped a Hoover up for Luke for his birthday as he had broken mine. And you wouldn't let me give him his real present until you got there form work ( we had a good laugh about that one ) I still can't get my head around you not being here with us, what I would give just to hear your voice again even for a moment 😢 It's my birthday on Tuesday and it's just not right without you. I remember stood in lostwithiel looking around a plot we wanted to buy and you said to me I won't be here in a few year and I told you to shut up,I often ask myself did you know ? We wanted that plot some much so we could build a house each side by side and we got shit on by someone who should of know better, down to money again.im so glad that we weren't like that and money doesn't mean anything without the ones you love. Hope your having a fish super up there love you always xxxx