Well boy it's that time of year again when difficult feelings are all that much harder to bare , how much I miss you no one will ever understand, it is so very hard to keep going at times , and as much as you try to put on a brave face , the pain never goes away. Yesterday was a sad day to hear the news about uncle Jack and so sad for his family, it's the end of another generation for me boy all gone . Mum used to say you can live to be a hundred and it's still a short time on this planet , how true her words are .Christmas can never be the same again without you Shane . love as always xx mum xx