We went up to Respryn this week Shane to clean your seat up , you would have loved it boy it was so peaceful we hardly saw a soul , it was dry and all the leaves were crisp, and the river was looking lovely , as I was walking down through all I could think about was how much you are missing Shane , and how much we are all missing you, poor Luke is struggling lately as is Charmaine , and the sad thing is there is nothing anyone can say or do to make it any easier , I have no answers boy , I would give everything I have for you to be here with us. As it happened we went at the right time there was a couple of Lanhydrock lads cleaning up , and one called Matt put a fresh drain in your seat and the water was running out lovely , how pleased was I , so I gave him something to have a beer on me , and he said he would keep an eye on it whenever he is up there , which was good of him . miss you Shane love as always xx mum xx