Spring is on the way boy, it was so lovely today it's the first chance to do a little bit around the fish pond, you would be thrilled with your koi they are quite a size now. I only disturbed two frogs whilst cleaning up , and the woodpecker was giving it what for and the pheasant was strutting around the garden, all these amazing things going on around me things that you loved about life, but instead of feeling happy I just want to cry ,I so miss you Shane, love you with all my heart xx mum xx