Well boy what can I say , I was hoping this year would get off to a better start than this what with Charmaine being poorly, Alan is tracking to and fro Truro with his parents his dad being very ill , and now to top the lot Luke has smashed his foot up really bad at work could be off work for several months, what the hell have we ever done to deserve this , it seems we get over one thing and something else is chucked at us it is very tiring, plus Paul has had to have a spine operation aswell .but there is some good things it was Fays 21 st birthday and dear Adam proposed to her and of course she said yes, bless her she was so excited and her ring is beautiful how lovely for them boy I am thrilled for them we all are , she has been part of the family for several years anyway , I just wish so much you were here . When we lost you my heart was ripped in two part stayed with me the other went with you, I know I am not the same person anymore part of me is missing . love as always xx mum xx