Well Shane I was so sad without you the last few days, and then last night you appeared in my sleep again you were happy and turned up with your mates , you had all been out on the beer and as you often did decided muvver would cook for you all and I did of course . It was like the old days twenty years ago and like a breath of fresh air to me knowing you are still with me boy s o many memories we have together , I can still hear you laughing now keep coming boy you lighten my life and my heart . love always and forever xx mum xx