Well Shane almost the end of another month everyone is dreadful without you boy, I will never get over you not being here. Every time we go up the river I always look for the milkmaids the park used to be full of them when you and Charmaine were little and im always disappointed if I don't find any . Then I had a lovely surprise loads of them are growing all around your bluebells we planted i was so happy to find them Shane you always knew how to make me happy , we had so much fun together and people always remembered us together no matter what country we were in , you should have been going on holiday again with us this year , it wont be the same without you but will do my best to make it good for the kids. missing you so very much love as always and forever xx mum xx