Shane I know you are looking out for Charmaine always did and always will , that is pure unconditional love the bond you two had no one else can feel. When your sister was born at visiting time I would wait in the corridor for you , but you would run straight past me climb on to the bed just to get to the cott then you wouldn't be happy until you held her. You had a little seat fitted on top the pushchair and when we went shopping look out if anybody but me wanted to push you weren't having that. your bond was there from the first moment you saw her , I am sure when the time is right you will visit Charmaine just as you did me make it soon boy. miss you so much . love always and forever xx mum xx