Happy birthday Shane I know you were with us tonight while we had your birthday tea, as always we all came together as a family laughed and joked like we do, but there in our hearts is the pain that never goes away, the outside world 🌍 never see’s the heart ache that goes on inside, I miss you so much and would do anything to have just a quick phone call or cup of coffee and a simple chat 💭 you always had the words of wisdom when I needed them, I’ve made some really shit decision over the last few years and have really needed you at so many points, it’s been so hard with many things of course the hardest day was losing you nothing can be harder than that awful day. But I feel so lonely without you, so many things I had wished I said to you, the biggest things on my mind is what to do about Dad you would know the answer??? Send me a sign or something I need a closure?? It’s breaking me inside. Love 💕 you always xxxxx