Happy birthday Uncle Shane. It’s been nearly 6 whole years without you. And never does it get any better. People say it gets easier to deal with but does it really? I know we aren’t up there to celebrate with you. But we are all at nanny’s and there is always an empty chair where you should be. So many things have changed and so many things still feel so empty. My heart hurts as I get older and realise the values I’m missing without you. I really miss you. But I do know that you would be kicking my ass because yes I still haven’t done my maths! I gave up on that when we lost you. Mum thinks I have no ambitions, but my head is just so empty...I have found something I love and that’s makeup you’d be saying ‘what’s that rubbish on your face’ and I’m really sad you haven’t had a chance to meet daisy and poppy They are my world they are there when I feel lonely and when I feel upset, we are getting a new one on the 3rd of March called Lilly. Adam and Luke are well they miss you like crazy. They have done so well and you would be so proud of how they have grown up. Adam he’s got his own house! He’s as savvy as you when it comes to money! And so clever with his electrics! Adam and Fay have a little surprise I’m sure they can’t wait to tell you. Luke is the spitting image of you, the way he walks the way he talks and his boat building skills are amazing his welding is so neat. Mum and Nan are struggling but they are doing so good. Mums new job suits her fine she’s telling her boss what to do instead of her boss telling her! But your not surprised cause you know what mums like. Nanny shop operation is on the 13th of March, so please watch over her, she needs that. I love you uncle Shane happy birthday. I miss you so much 💛