Pinch punch babe , Luke came in last night with Hannah his girlfriend and brought Alan a lovely fresh bass so fresh Alan was delighted so he is sorted for his tea tonight . One less thing to think about , it was just like having you walk through the door like old times , he really is a sweetie as he left he stood in the hallway looking at your pictures , talking about all the things you used to do with them , and how much he misses you boy , it's so sad Shane we have all been left with part of us missing , that feeling inside that is empty and nothing can fill it , it's awful and the longer you are gone the worse it is getting, whoever said time is a healer were wrong , it's just an existence . I love you Shane . xx mum xx