There has been so much going on , and so much I want to tell you , but things I can't write , so when there's a full moon and I can see your face , I tell you everything I always know when you are happy and when you are cross or sad with what's been happening . I miss you Shane , another Christmas is nearly here and I keep seeing so many things I want to get you , gets me every time boy and still hurts , it's going to be a hard time for Daniela and Rafaela without Claudia , it's so sad Shane , why is life so cruel to the wrong people , it's not right . love you , missing you xx mum xx