We have just come back from Portugal Shane , we went to Claudia's funeral boy , and paid our respects it was so very sad , those poor girls having to grow up without their mummy. Daniela was so strong considering what she saw , one brave young lady , but it hasn't hit her yet I know , I dread to think when it does. She was so pleased we were there for her , bless her , Rafaella is to young to really understand , they both spent the weekend with us they are so good , dear little Rafaella was so excited to see the moon she believes that is where mummy is , it's heart breaking Shane .It was hard leaving them at the airport , but I came home with some peace of mind , knowing they are with their daddy and that he will look after them , he was so very good to us when we were there , it was a Catholic funeral so very different to what I was expecting , it's such a shame for those dear girls , but we will do as much as possible to help them over the coming years , Daniella believes that you and Claudia are together again , I really and truly hope so Shane . love you miss you so very much xx mum xx