It was Lukes birthday yesterday boy ,and we had the normal family get together and friends in a Chinese , you would have loved it , but we know you would be with us .Charmaine made the best chocolate cake I have ever tasted, it was amazing Alan has been raving on about it today , and he doesn't do chocolate , but he loved it , just as you would have ,you so loved your chocolate . Had some bad news Shane an old friend of the family passed away , and I cant believe it was on the anniversary of us loosing you Shane , made it all the more sad . You told me how poorly she looked when you last spoke to her , you knew she was ill even then boy . You always thought about others , bless you , you had such a kind heart . I so deeply miss you , the tears still flow boy , the pain never stops . When our family chain broke I broke as well, I'm so tired boy. love you always and forever missing you xx mum xx