Last week Shane as you know we went to a spiritualist evening there must have been about 150 people there , it was amazing how could she tell us so very much about you if you weren't there with us boy and all the things that happened after we lost you , obviously both s ides of the spirit world know exactly what we were put through , our conscience is clear boy so don't you go worrying about me , one day when I am with you we will put it right together. Just worrying about Jade now trying to get her better she has been so poorly I just hope the hospital haven't sent her home to soon , bless her she has done nothing to deserve this , it would appear what mum used to say is true the more rotten you are in life seems like the better you get on , and we certainly met some rotters boy that's for sure . Miss you , the kids miss you, Charmaine misses you , we are a link missing without you Shane . love as always xx mum xx