Happy birthday shane. Everyday that passes is so hard without my heart hurts so much, today is a really bad day remembering you on your birthday, today I am really disappointed as for weeks now we have been so busy buliding that fish pond I always wanted, just sitting by the water and the fish makes me feel so close to you, it's looking so lovely and the boys have worked so hard on it and today was meant to be the day that the first fish went in to mark your birthday but we have a leak we spent the hole weekend trying to find it but no Luck,I know I don't need any fish to remember you but it was my way in giving you a present and being close to you on your birthday .everyone is busy at work this week but we will start again on Saturday to get it fixed.