Well shane it's now 11am and everyone is doing the 2 minute silence for remembering the fallen, I've been up to see you and grandad today,I should of been at work but found myself sat beside you ,with the due on the grass and the mist rising ,it was always your favourite time of day. Sorry I haven't been on for a while but I haven't been good lately time is no healer for us it only gets harder with time.i saw dad the other day how you would be so disappoint in him shane the choices he's made has been hard for me to deal with . I miss you so much everyday and love you always xxxxxx