Been busy today Shane clearing up in the garden getting ready for the autumn to set in , the leaves are starting to fall and the evenings are pulling in already winters only just around the corner . I went to Wales last weekend with Carol and Jade ,to pay our respects to Trina, so sad boy to think of the hours of fun you had as children at Polkerris beach , what happy days they were now you are both no longer with us so very sad . When I finished up this afternoon I sat in the front room and was looking at your picture smiling at me , can't help it boy the tears I try to stop , but more times than not they just won't ,there is a part of me missing and there always will be , my heart aches for the life you are missing with us . It is so hard without you . love you miss you more than words can say . xx mum xx