Happy New Year boy , been watching the fireworks in London and looking at your photo smiling at me over the fire place, it breaks my heart you not being here with us it really does.The last New Year we spent with you in Lostwithiel I shall never forget it was such happy times, we all had a mini bus up to you had a Chinese in Nikita terrace and saw the New year in in North street with Claudia, and Daniella and then we finished up in the Royal Oak and back to yours, what we would give Shane to have you here with us . we miss you so very much the hurt never goes away, knowing how much you are missing you never deserved to be taken away from us. love you with all my heart xx mum xx