sorry I haven't been on for a while , I haven't been in a good place ,I miss you so much it hurts nothing will ever take the pain away . people move on. But that's something we cant do as your family we will never forget the pain of losing you ,never an hour goes by where you not in our thoughts , the kids have grown up so much and still miss you with all there heart, we laugh and talk about you every day. Jade had her driving lesson on her birthday and is doing really well , her test is booked for a couple of weeks I know you will be watching over her, Adam had his 21st birthday he is still going with his eclectic's and has his final exam in the next few weeks , Luke is doing well at the boat yard with his welding he's been told that he's the best there and has been picked to build a barge for the queen., you would be so proud of them and what they have achieved. Paul and I took mum to Bromsgrove a few weeks ago to pick her up a puppy , she love this puppy so much it bought tears to my eyes to see her smile from her heart something we haven't seen in a long time. I know your watching over her and having a laugh as she teats him like a baby ,wanting to put cream on his sore bum ( lol ) . we also have a plan going on at the moment for the kids future just need to keep our fingers crossed for a couple more weeks . love you always xxxx