last night boy we had the loveliest birthday family get together again at Charmaines for Adams 21 st birthday boy .The table is getting fuller all the time it was absolutely wonderful the meal was stunning and your picture took pride of place at the top of the table as it always does never will you be left out of our lives ,I will never ever except you not being with us Shane, Jade is struggling without you in more ways than one ,you meant everything to the kids Shane loosing you has taken its toll on us all, things can never be the same we put on a brave face for each other but my god how hard it is. love you forever xx mum xx