Sunday we went for lunch up Charmaines Shane, it was as lovely as always then everyone is sat around whilst Charmaine produced a prezzie for me. omg it was so lovely how she thinks these things up I shall never know, the time and thought behind it was something else, although it reduced me to tears I shall treasure it as long as I live , bless her bless the kids I love them all so much ,just as I do you boy, only the love I have for you hurts so very much without you being here to enjoy life with us. After tea we went up river to Lerryn from Fowey , following Russ and Evette in their rib and the rest of us in Pauls speed boat it was so relaxing and beautiful how much you would have loved it . I had to wear your lifejacket that was sad knowing the wrong person had it on and what you are missing . Luke and two others have been given one of the work boats they have done it and now they can use it as they please . To see luke driving it is lovely he is a true natural and you would have been having so much fun with the boys it is never right boy .We miss you so much love as always and forever xx mum xx