No matter what time passes it just doesn't get any easier ,My heart hurt like it was yesterday ,I close my eyes and hope that I'm dreaming and you will be back again in the morning ,shouting get up you lazy bugger, how many time I moaned when you would wake me up being your the early bird and I like my bed .Now what I would give for you to do that any time of day or night I wouldn't care. How lonely I feel without you I just cant describe ,I miss you so very much and I love you always .xxxxx :(