Here I am sat listening to the running water by the pond it’s 12am everyone is sound asleep apart from me. Sat here looking at the stars 🌟 wishing I could just see you for a moment, I miss you so much and inside is a part of me missing that piece is you . Never in my dream did I ever think I would be without by my side, I’ve got to be honest its bloody lonely without you , The world 🌍 carry’s on but my heart remains broken and always will. Things still remain the same with dad I did try again at Christmas but he doesn’t want to know , I really need to move past this with him as it’s making me ill you would be so disgusted with him I know you would. I just keep on working and try not to think about it all , I miss you so much xxxxx