Well Shane what a dreadful day it has been went over to tulip to put some flowers at your tree and disappointed not to see any bluebells around it popping up I can only assume they never got planted what a shame boy.This night will be so long just like so many others I have had since we lost you nothing can take the heartache away . We carry on day by day as best we can but nothing can fill the gap where you belong in our lives I will never stop seeing you or hearing you imiss you so much Shane it hurts .love you with all my heart xx mum xx