oh Shane how much I miss you , it's so painful last night we had the loveliest tea at Charmaines yet again, the evening was beautiful the sun was setting your tree is in blossom and the boys were happily cleaning the kayakes getting them ready to put in the river in the morning. Then Luke cleaned yours out to find a bag with the remains of one of your packed lunches and a fly line for hanging over the side for your fishing. The heartache is so hard to describe you are with us in every thing we do, but not being here with us is sometimes to hard to bare. We are lost without you and I will never except it Shane, love always and forever xx mum xx