Today Shane your father and I had to do the most horrifying thing we have ever done in our life we went to bring you home the heavens opened up no parent should ever have to do this I craddled you in my arms the same as the day we brought you home from hospital when you were born. I watched your dad carry you up the river to the spot you caught your first salmon these are all things we have to live with no other person can feel this pain but us boy. why now ] why ever] love you always and forever xx mum xx