Well Shane Adam and Faye came over again today its become a bit of a ritual on fridays bless em. Adam is so thoughtful just like the rest of the family just like you,any way he video'd your fish to show me, you would be thrilled to see how much they have grown.When you put the koi in the pond for mothers day and i was worried cause i thought they were hard to keep,i can still hear you now saying they'll be fine muvver.I miss you so much shane, i am thankfull for everyday you were in our lives, and i curse everyday without you i am a broken person boy nothing can change that.love you always and forever xx mum xx